milly_rae

Today was long. I started my first year of high school this year. Today was a half day and I already am ready to cry.

Today started off okay. First we went to domino farms, and in the process People called my phone but i decided not to answer and call back later. So I get home and i call cory back, and he started yelling at me for hanging up on him. And of course I got mad because I didnt even answer the phone. Well he called me back and said sorry because he thought i was linda. Then I find out today randy and linda have a bunch of people waiting for me at school waiting to beat the crap out of me. But I doubt it will happen because randy doesnt live here anymore and linda's friends wont do crap. Then I had fun hanging out with emily and mike. But then when mike left emily (who's obsessed with him, literally) got mad at me because Apparently I was all over him and I was talking to much to him. And now emily is mad at me and mike. I didnt even do as much as poke him. And shes upset for nothing. She is just mad because I can talk to him so easly and she cant because she gets nervouse. She makes me so mad sometimes. I dont even know how to take my anger out right now.
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
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I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
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I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!
I hate emily sometimes!!!

She is stressful and obsessive and needs to go to a mental hospital (literally, she even tells me that she hears voices in her head! I'm not even making it up). I wonder Why im even friends with her sometimes. She is too obsessive over mike, all she ever talks about is him. She complains when she doesnt see him and she finds a way to complain when she does see him. She needs to get a fucking life and forget about him. Thankgod she is moving soon! I cant take too much more of this crap from her.

Yesterday I went to go see "snakes on a plane" with my mom. and she didnt know why she went to go see it but i know why i wanted to go see it. because of my 5th hour langauge arts teacher. lol he kept saying how great of a movie it would be and blah blah blah and i remember thinking this movie is gonna be stupid. But anyway i saw the movie and you know what it was actually not that bad of a movie. I think it would have been a better movie if they changed the title though. I know silly right? but i think sometimes the way we think and make up our minds too quick effects things. but anyway yah.

I've been feeling so depressed for like the last 2 months. And I looked back on my other entrys and realized how childish I was. but anyway yeah. and now i see that I do have a reason to be depressed. And if you knew you would understand. but im going to keep that to myself for certain reasons. And it will remain private to my close friends and my family.

Wow, well I havnt been on here in awhile. The reason for that is that I've been under alot of stress, emotions, pressure, and difficult decisions. And to top it all off my best friend that I have ever had is moving. It's not that far but far enough to go to a different school. It just sucks. And I have been having bad dreams alot lately too. But I know this sounds silly but I put up a dream catcher and I havnt had a bad dream in 2 days. I mean It got to the point where I had only gotten 5 hours of sleep in total for like 2 weeks. But anyway yeah.

My day has been better. Im feeling better. Im bored now. *Huggles everyone* ^.^

My day was very long. I just realized no one really ever says nice things to me or about me....No one has really ever told me one sweet thing about me that they liked....Bbl I dont feel well.

yeah pretty much explaines itself

Eh my day was okay, Not bad but not good either. Just kind of normal, ya know?

Hello, My day was okay. Today was fun I guess. Ttyl.

Well I baby sat for along time today! And about an hour after I was done I got Paid 20$. And then My best friend came over for like a half hour! And then after she had to go home I finally decided who I want to go out with! This has been a great day!!! Even though Nothing really happened it twas great♥♥♥♥♥!!!!!!

Today has not been much better! It started off okay. But then ugh! I have to pick between 3 guys....I dont know which one to choose. I found out today that about 20-30 other kids in my school might be held back or going to summer school. My mum can be soooooooo annoying sometimes. The one thing I really hate is when she gets you mad.....and then expects you not to get mad and when you do Shes acts like it's your fault and expects you to give an opology becuase you hurt "her feelings"! god! She makes me so mad a stressed out sometimes! well ttyl.

This week has been really long! The only good things about this week was seeing my friends! My mom want to hold me back a year in school, which really sucks! But I dont know whats going to happen yet. People bug me. I hate it when my assistant princeable talks to me, For example when there was a rumor going around school about me not to long ago the assistant princeable talked to me about it and the school counceler was there and every time I answered one of his questions he looked at the councler like he didnt believe me. And I absolutely hated my 6th grade science teacher! Every time you forgot to turn in your home work she like gave you an evil smile. God I hated her. But any way I have no clue what to do about school! Well I'll write more later....I'm to fustrated to write any more!